Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Dharm-where love conquers....

Recently saw this movie "Dharm", at first i thought mite be a heavy movie (depressing stuff) which i never wanted to see on a sunday evening..
Dharm directed by bhawna talwar - (not heard of )starring Pankaj kapur and supriyapathkak.
First impression was it might be some documentary sort but when we sat to watch this movie it was a gripping one.
The story is based in Banaras and is about a Hindu Priest Chaturvedi (Pankaj Kapoor).Pandit Chaturvedi is a highly revered and learned priest. A child is abandon by a woman and brought in his house by his daughter. He agrees to adopt the child due to requests from his wife (Supriya Pathak) .Life takes a turn when he finds out that the child is a Muslim after he has become attached to the child. The family gives back the child to his mother. Chaturvedi engulfs himself in the purification process to cleanse his body, mind and soul due to contact with a Muslim soul. By the time, Chaturvedi thinks he is fully purified – the child reappears – seeking refuge, due to Hindu- Muslim riots. This is the time Chaturvedi finally realizes that the true religion is humanity and love .
Love conquers over the staunch believer of age old customs and tradition.
DHARM is one of those thought-provoking films that touch the core of your heart.The movie made me think again how neighbours who live close by sharing all their festivals,happy and sad moments together ,suddenly become hungry of each others blood. How can one day a person become unknown to you just because of some coward,money leeches,staunch believrs of their so called faith.
The lively atmosphere becomes a graveyard ,where u cant differntiate a hindu or a muslim..Or rather the whole riot is all a political gammick.
i just wished it would be a wonderfull place to live where love would conquer all ,and there be no enemity.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

BOSS day out...

Today was a bad day..heheh it been a routine for sometime now .
I went office happy that my deal would close as in a deal which would atleast help me achieve my base.
So we were having our round of discussion of whether the client is renewing or not ,or is downgrading ..these terminolgy are used by people in sales.
Its indeed a worse situation ..but still we keep high hopes that  a miracle mite happen .
So i and my Boss whose ok at times ,,she is preety smart( read it as street smart
) ,lucky babe were zeroing on the accounts needed to invoice this week.and then i took the bull by the horn by telling her that i am not willing to send such quotes to my client , which i thought would pay more...
As soon as i finished my sentence she said "Be READY FOR THE CONSEQUENSES".in a tone as if i was her husband..(she is famous for that).
My blood was boiling and i wished i could have given her back..but to my dismay and a huge a disapointment i can only shout on people close to me ..
I was in tears but i said no dammit ,this aint proffessional no crying and Grow up yaar.
Then i buzzed my sister and poured all the A to Z alphabets which i know .I felt so good its so nice when u give loads of  slang. my sister said Bosses in th world are lik this only.So accept this.or give back..But i would not agree to the fact that all bosses are the same .No I had some good and very good bosses earlier.
I was  in the ocean of thought that what i should do to hurt her and i decided (only not to follow later) that i dont want this account only. "F**** to this account only to realize later that this was theonly life line i had..
After an hour or so i was with her doing what she wanted.
Sometime i think i am no good. I should have given on her face than to cry and worry.........But lifes like that or  Iam like that only.
Moral of the story :I need to change my attitude BIG TIME".

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

17th march.

I enjoyed a lot today...had cold coffee with lots of whipped cream,chocolate sauce and yummm ice cream..After a long time nearly a year that we 3 were together again back to TP.
Same time of the year..
Last year we really enjoyed or CCD was our second home...One realy feel refreshed when friends are along..All day gossip,and talking about stupid things,or rather silly talks and on top of that laughing our heart out.
This is the  place where i discovered my favourite grilled corn and spinach sandwich ..its amazing when u have it with mustard sauce  and ketchup .

Well i also bought a book today."And then we came to the end."lets see howz it..
We had a discussion on the unending chapter o it is enjoying us more.

I wished i could just write  and write  sitting in a coffee shop ,Would love to interact with people and pendown their thoughts ..
On this wish of  mine i was told to go to himalyas and meditate. what good friend s i have caring :(  

God give friends to everyone in this world...

Friday, March 13, 2009


I missing you so much and every moment ..I cant get back to you now with all my little doubts ...i have to solve them myself..I miss those shouts ,those quarrels which we had..
The always forgiving and loving mom..tears roll down my eyes ..why i stayed here after my studies ,away from you ..The unselfish love, sacrifces made for a smile on my face ,for my happiness...
Now i have to strive hard to even meet you.God please help me 
I wish i could leave  everything  and sleep in your lap ...I want to go back to my childhood days again..Mom I love uso so muchh

 Mother's love is something
that no on can explain,
It is made of deep devotion
and of sacrifice and pain,
It is endless and unselfish
and enduring come what may
For nothing can destroy it
or take that love away . . .
It is patient and forgiving
when all others are forsaking,
And it never fails or falters
even though the heart is breaking . . .
It believes beyond believing
when the world around condemns,
And it glows with all the beauty
of the rarest, brightest gems . . .
It is far beyond defining,
it defies all explanation,
And it still remains a secret
like the mysteries of creation . . .
A many splendoured miracle
man cannot understand
And another wondrous evidence
of God's tender guiding hand.

Pyari maaaaaa
Maa Meri Maa Pyaari Maa.. Mumma  
Ho.. Maa Meri Maa Pyaari Maa.. Mumma   
Haatho Ki Lakeere Badal Jaayegi  
Gam Ki Ye Janjeere Pighal Jaayegi 
 Ho Khuda Pe Bhi Asar Tu Duaao Ka Hai.. Ghar
 Meri Maa Meri Maa Pyaari Maa.. Mumma  

Bigdi Kismat Bhi Sawar Jaayegi  
Zindagi Taraane Khushi Ke Gaaegi 
Tere Hote Kiska Darr Tu Duaao Ka Hai.. Ghar 
Meri Maa Meri Maa 
Pyaari Maa.. Mumma  
Ho.. Maa  Meri Maa Pyaari Maa.. Mumma   
Yu To Main..Sabse Nyaara Hoon
 Tera Maa.. Main Dulaara Hoon 
Yu To Main..Sabse Nyaara Hoon 
Par Tera Maa.. Main Dulaara Hoon  
Duniyaa Mein Jeene Se Jyaada 
Uljhan Hai Maa 
Tu Hai Amar Ka Jahaan.. 
Tu Gussa Karti Hai Bada Achchha Lagta Hai  
Tu Kaan Pakadti Hai Badi Jor Se Lagtaa Hai Meri Maa.. 
 Meri Maa Meri Maa Pyaari Maa.. Mumma
  Ho.. Maa  Meri Maa Pyaari Maa.. Mumma 

Friday the 13th(March)

Friday the 13 th ,

It was  that day of the year again which is considered ominous,it was a routinel scene in our office ..and then our BM came and said oh its a black day coz many were in shades of black ,and then someone said ahhh its a black Friday..oh its Friday the 13th .I dnt understand how can a date be considered illfated..
So i searched and found that

Friday the 13th occurs when the thirteenth day of a month falls on Friday, which superstition holds to be a day of good or badluck. In the Gregorian calendar, this day occurs at least once, but at most 3 times a year.

Friday has been considered an unlucky day at least since the 14th century's The cantabury tales and many other professions have regarded Friday as an unlucky day to undertake journeys or begin new projects.

 Black Friday has been associated with stock market crashes and other disasters since the 1800s.[3][7] 
It has also been suggested that Friday has been considered an unlucky day because, according to Christian scripture and tradition, Jesus was crucified on a Friday. [8

People in the United States are affected by a fear of this day. Some people are so paralyzed by fear that they avoid their normal routines in doing business, taking flights or even getting out of bed. "..hahahahah this is the best.

 Many hospitals have no room 13, while some tall buildings skip the 13th floor and some airline terminals omit Gate 13.

But all said and childish it may sound it was a fun day the weather was at its best ,

beautifull breeze blowing which accompained light showers,Ohhh it was amazing..I really loved the Friday...
It was a picturesque day..or rather oh so romantic...

Luckily i had not brought my car to drive down home i would say luckily, and by chance (friday the 13th ) we got a rick to drop us at our far off place (Home sweet Home ) which we normally do not get untill we wait for 30 min to 45 ...
It was a joy ride...i went home turned the music on and was enjoying a hot cuppa coffe in my balcony  ..

and this song was perfect for this moment ....
Fuhaarein, bochharein, nazaaare chura lo na,
kuch boondein chura lo na;
Thaki si zindagi se, ruki si zindagi se,
kuch lamhe chura lo na…; 

Kuch yaddein, aur sapne, apne chura lo na;
ooo Ruki si zindagi se, thaki si zindagi se,
raftaarein chura lo na…

lukka chupi khelti hai,
bheed mein hazaaron kaliyaan (hazaaron kaliyaan);
mmmm galiyon mein yun bheed banke,
chup gayi hain saari khushiyaan (saari….saari khushiyaan);
Khushiyon ko bula lo na,
muskaane churalo naaaa…

ooo Ruki si zindagi se, thaki si zindagi se,